January 2012
218 posts
desireneverleaves replied to your post: i always complain that people don’t love me but…
*hugs* Will you love me? :(
i only love like one person and if i say i love anyone else it really means i hate them because it means i’ve gotten close enough to them to want them dead.
so no.
i always complain that people don’t love me
but it’s not quite true
it just doesn’t really matter unless i love them.
and i don’t.
so no one important loves me.
December 2011
291 posts
i'm not looking forward to the new year
i don’t want to think that’s it’s been over a year since my depression started
i don’t want to think that it’ll be over a year that i’ve been stuck on the same guy
i don’t want it to be over a year since we broke up
i don’t want to think about resolutions
i don’t want to think about getting older
i don’t want to think about turning...
did some shopping
i think i’ll post pictures later ok?
i got a dress, a pair of jeans, a tank top, and boots
the dress and jeans both have to be hemmed because they’re like 1203490183471834 inches too long.
the boots are a size 6.5
fuck yeah
so i do stupid shit
1. Today is Christmas. Which means New Years is in a few days. Which means I will consume way too much champagne.
2. I text people when it’s clearly a bad idea.
3. I talk about it on here.
4. I don’t take my meds for weeks and I’m feeling really unstable and having awful anger/mood swings/ and OH YEAH I KEEP HAVING THOSE WEIRD COMPULSIONS AND STUPID UNWANTED THOUGHTS I USED...
peteeerrr:
I think the best part of my Christmas is finding out Rich and Felice Fawn are now engaged
omg i thought my christmas was pathetic
desireneverleaves asked: Old age? D: You are younger than me.
i have tomatoes
sicknurses:
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